jeudi 6 décembre 2012

The Morning Routine

Hey reader, I just wanted to share this video of my morning routine. I reall enjoy the song added to the video. I also listen to it after I just killed one of my victims. I randomly found it one day on the internet and now it has become a bit of a ritual too. Hope you like it.

I am sure you wouldn't be able to tell who I really am...

My Story

My story is very different than any other stories. Some people would actually think I am a hero, but from the law's point of view I am a serial killer. Throughout my years working for Miami Metro Police as a blood spatter analyst, I have managed to blend in our society as a normal person. However, most of my nights I like to look for criminals who slipped through the hands of justice in order to kill them. Many criminals who I killed where serial killers and a few of them where actually inspiring me.

For me, the most important criminal I had to kill was my biologic brother who had the same experience as me as a baby and thus grew this same need of killing. The difference between him and I is that I only kill criminals thanks to "the code" that my adopted dad taught me. My brother also proceeded in rituals for his killings and he was my target before I knew he was my brother. Once I knew about him, I really hesitated on my choices. He was about to kill my sister Debra but I chose to follow my dad's "code".

After that, the police found all the bodies of my murders in the ocean and became really close to catch me. They even had the nickname "The Bay Harbor Boucher" for me which I thought was interesting. 

After being almost getting caught I needed to talk to someone about my "problem". I started to trust a friend from the police who wasn't very clean either but I ended up killing him too. 

On my way to start a family with Rita, I was really questionning myself on how to fullfil this need inside me. That is when a serial killer called "The Trinity Killer" came back in action. I started to get a closer look at him and found out that he was very similar to me in a way that he was the man of a family. I got to get to know him more with a fake identity and become his friend. The problem was that he found who I was really and the time that it took me to kill him, he managed to murder Rita who was the mother of Harrison for a year already. 

Having difficulties to recover from her death, I saved a woman who witnessed one of my killing. My "code" did not allow me to suppress her, so I got to know her. She needed me to help her to get revenge against the people who made her suffer and killed her friends. The problem is that her "Dark Passenger" left after getting her revenge. 

Mine was still there so I continued tracking murderers. There was this serial killer who used God as an excuse. He was really difficult to catch and also kidnapped my son. After finally catching him, I brought him to the church where he was staying. When I just finished killing him, Debra caught me and there started the troubles. 

I have now Debra behind me to control every single step I make. Adding to this, the captain of the police department has suspisions on me being "The Bay Harbor Boucher" a few years ago. No worries, I control everything just by killing other criminals. It really helps me relax and think about what I need to do. 

My killing highlights

This video has been made by a fan of my killings. He managed to assemble all the kills I committed for a whole four years. This video can also describe and show how I proceed in my rituals of killing and how I need the blood and the violence to fulfill my need from the Dark Passenger. Enjoy if you are not too scared.

P.S.: If you aren't a criminal you don't need to worry ;)

Describing my Dark Passenger

My Dark Passenger is a complex feeling that I do not control. I don't fight this Dark Passenger and I don't even want to fight him because it makes me feel alive. My sister Debra really struggled to accept me as a monster, however she tries to understand why I am like this. Here is a video of myself explaining the feelings of my Dark Passenger to my sister while eating a delicious plate of spaghetti and tomato sauce. 

The "Code"

The "Code" that I follow was taught me by my father Harry, detective in the police, who knew everything on crimes. Being a detective, He knew exactly how to get away with a crime and how to not leave any clues.

Harry teaching me the "Code"

First of all, I find a target who I suspect to have committed murders, rapes or other major crimes. I then investigate through my computer from the police department if he has any files or history with the police. Sometimes I also find a murderer from one of my cases but managed to escape the justice. Thanks to my knowledge in blood patterns I can prove and find out who the killer is.

Looking for my target

After knowing the person is a criminal and will probably continue, I follow him into his habits and schedule in order to take him in a deserted area. Obviously, I use gloves, different clothes than my usual and if I have to discuss with my victim I use a fake name. I usually like to wait for them at their home. I really enjoy seeing their fear in their eyes when I get out of my hiding spot. As soon as possible I inject them a sedative which puts them asleep in a second.

Oh hey guys, pretty exciting right?

Next, I choose a room, usually close to where I kidnapped the victim for less trouble. It is easier to catch them and kill them in the same place. I thus set up plastic wraps all over the room to avoid marks of blood or DNA. I wrap my victim naked on a table with plastic wrap and a band to avoid them from screaming. I set up, pictures of the criminal’s victims and proof of him being a killer. Once I wake him up, I like to understand the purpose of his terrible acts and make him confess.

The important part for me when I am about to kill, is to take a souvenir of it. For that, I make a cut on the person’s right cheek and keep a drop of blood in a blood slide. This “souvenir” helps me calm myself and relax when I my need of killing becomes really important. After proceeding all these steps, I take a big knife from my killer’s tool bag and stab him in the chest until he dies.

My precious souvenirs

To clean up and get rid of the body, I use many of my tools to cut the body in pieces and wrap them in plastic bags. I clean the whole room and get rid of all the plastic on the walls and furniture. Finally, I bring all the bags to my boat in the Miami marina in order to throw them in the depth of the ocean. 

How do you like the name of my boat?

I am sure you are thinking all this hard work to fulfill a need? Adding the fact to be caught and go to jail for the rest of my life? I promise you, I really need to kill people. It is just deep inside me, and it becomes all pleasure. 

mercredi 5 décembre 2012

My Entourage

Debra Morgan is my non-biologic sister and is the person I "care" the most about. When I say "care", I don't even know what I am talking about, because I do not feel these emotions of love, fear and happiness. My sister worked as a detective at the Miami Metro Police and is now the lieutenant. She is really direct and vulgar, but she does everything she can to respect the law. She loves me so much that she has feelings for me. She feels save when I am around. However, I have been in a really difficult relationship with her lately because she found out my dark secret and all the killing and murders I have been doing since I work at the police. It destroyed everything she believed in, but by love, she is trying to help me.

 Harry Morgan is my dad who adopted me when the police found me in front of my parents' massacre. He is the reason I am still alive and free by teaching me to live a life by a "code". Noticing my need to kill, he taught me this "code" where I kill only criminals who escaped justice. He taught me all the details to not get caught by the police. He also is my little voice in my conscience when I need help and someone to talk to.

Rita Bennett Morgan became my wife for a couple of years and the mother of my child Harrison. She had two previous kids Cody and Astor with a previous damaged relationship. She was murdered three years ago by the "Trinity Killer" just before I managed to take his life. I was too late to save her and I always blame myself for her death. It took me a long time to recover.

Harrison Morgan is my biologic child, who lost and witnessed his mother's death. Similarly to my story, I found Harrison at home in a puddle of blood next to the bathtub where Rita was killed. I now wonder if he will become like me and grow this "dark passenger" and need to kill. I have been opening up to him when I knew he would not understand me, but now he has become older.

Captain Maria Laguerta is the captain of the Miami Metro Police Department and was a good friend or Sergeant Doakes who I manage to blame to be the serial killer for all my murders that were found. She still does not believe that his friend was the "Bay Harbor Boucher", so she investigates on the case. She found some links with me and the serial killer which I have to be careful.

Hannah McKay is a beautiful woman who was on an old case of a serial killer. She was, back in the days, the killer's girlfriend and managed to get out of all troubles. She has not escaped my radar for criminals and I found out after getting close to her that she had a main role in the killings. When I was about to take her life, something that I cannot explain happened to me and I could not finish the job. She has been all over my thoughts and even made me care about her. I have this intimacy where I can tell her everything about my darkness and terrible things I have done, and yet she accepts and does not care. I can be myself around her, without lying and hiding. My relationship with her is new, but it ruins my sister's heart that I see her because Debra would like to catch her and give her what she deserves.

My Darkest Need

If anyone doesn't know me, I like to kill. When I was just a baby, I witnessed my parents get murdered in the most horrifying way you could possibly imagine. Yes, the killers used a chainsaw, and I was found in a blood bath by the police. A detective decided to adopt me, however since the massacre I have this dark need deep inside me that I like to call "the dark passenger". My adopted father noticed this dark side of me and knew it was too late to get rid of it. He thus manages to teach me a code in order to live a "normal life" and be able to consume my need of killing. Working for the Miami Metro Police helps me finding criminals who escape justice, so I am here to take care of them.